14 Year old, need help!

Hi everyone I wanted to share this story and I wanted to see someone care about me. So I've been in a state of depression for a long time. I told my parents once but they didn't believe me, my brother makes fun of me about it. I make ass grades and no matter how hard I try I always do bad. I have an interest of being a pro gamer(make fun of me all you like). It's my only interest, I'm 14 years old and yea this is my story. I beat myself up all the time with insulting remarks whenever I fuck up. I'm starting to believe myself now. Someone please respond to me.

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hey - do you have a support person at school? A counsellor there you could talk to?  They might be able to get you on the right track for getting some help.

If you want to be a pro gamer, I'd say go for it. Put the time in, make sure you dedicate yourself to it and make it something you can do as a career. 

PS stop beating yourself up, you are the only person who can help you and you won't be able to if you are so hard on yourself.