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OK. Something in me has got to change. I can not become a victim. I can not allow my manipulative unemotional husband to destroy me. I can't allow him to make me forget who I am.its hard because I feel like he has slowly destroyed me. Slowly forced me to alter my very make up.it would almost be impossible to explain how to another,but I can just about hold on to the gradual path it has taken. Sometimes I feel crazy,wonder if I have caused this situation as it seems so bizarre to be here. I was meant to be happy. I thought the type of person I am I would only end up with a loving soul mate for a partner...yet here I am.
I can not afford to continue to feel sorry for myself. I don't want how my husband treats me to dictate how I feel. The hardest part is watching him be pleasant to others and realising that he does have the capacity to do it.
In many ways I've thought I was happy just looking after my kids. More recently I feel I am afraid to leave them. I don't want him to influence them. I have watched him and his attitude towards the mother of his other 2 children. It's been poor. He lay all responsibility at her door for the end of their relationship and the disturbance that it caused his kids.i now realise he played a big part in that too.
How can I stay strong ? How can I empower myself ? There must be a way.
Haven't eaten properly in days, haven't left my house. My grades at Uni are slipping, to the point where I don't think there is anything I can do to make them any better. I sit alone most of the time and can't get out of my head. Thoughts just overwhelm me and make me even more miserable. My boyfriend tries to help me but he doesn't really get it. He just says stuff like i...
I've always been what you'd call an ambitious and motivated person. I've got qualifications and a good job but lately I feel literally zero motivation to do anything. I force myself to do what I need to but I am plagued with thoughts of “whats the point” and “why should I bother”
I used to be so motivated and have plans/goals I wanted to achieve. I used to d...