Started sexting my ex..

Ex and I are both in relationships that have gone on a long while, my ex and I when we were together alwasy fought, then became really good friends, however both of us always had a sexual bond.. I love my girlfriend VERY much and she has changed my life for the best of ways, yet I still never quite got over my ex, recently we started sexting and this has been going on for a while.. I feel like I should stop because I love my girlfriend deeply yet we dont see eacother often (once twice a week) so nothing sexual really happens, while relationships should not be based on them 100% I slightly belive it should be in a relationship.. Not full on sex either but some aspect of it. Whenever I bring it up she avoided it.. Talked to my ex about my issues and it lead to us sexting... I love both of them a lot.. Love my ex in a sexual way but love my girlfriend in every way possible.. Why am I thinking like this and why is it I want this to stay? I feel guilty and horribly ashamed... 

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