I've been alone my entire high school career. I have maybe 2 friends and I don't even trust them enough to talk to. I can't get close to any girls. My brain shuts down and I make a fool out of myself. I just need someone to talk to that understands. My whole life feels worthless and I feel like I just bring down everyone around me

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Can you talk to your parents? High School can be tough but focussing on studies can enable you to solve all these issues in later life and have a more fulfilling life.  Sounds to me like you might have social anxiety - im no doctor but maybe look into getting help and it might make it a bit easier.