VENTING

railroaded, there the words that stick out to me right now, trapped, made to feel like i am really ill, but having been to the doctors they were happy enough to say I had good supoort around me and friends to help me through. The phone call last night was horrible, being shouted at you are ill, i will take you to the doctors myself and tell them your are, in the most abrupt negative, desperate way. You wont have control of me, thats what i am saying in myself, leaving the house isnt really a big deal right? im not backing down. My gut says move.

 

I have been caught up on in a d/s  for many years, platonic, fun at first, now its spilled over into life and the aggression that comes with it,and them trying to tell me this is for my own good the staying at the house with the guy that creeps me out, as he likes to flaunt himself around and come onto me sometimes, and i am to fucking shit to say get off me, as i go right back to being a child in myself, and thats when i was abused as a kid. im working on myself big time, having healing etc.

 

DON'T TREAT ME LIKE SHIT,

DON'T RAILROAD ME INTO THINKING I AM FUCKED IN THE HEAD

DON'T POINT OUT MY FLAWS

DON'T SHOUT AT ME

DON'T TELL ME I HAVE FUCKED UP WHEN I HAVEN'T

DON'T LAY PRRESSURE ON ME

DON'T VERBALLY ABUSE ME

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Anon-1

Well done for starting to work on yourself, that's awesome. It wasn't until I did that I was able to move forward so I totally wish you the best of luck.