I am not okay

I don't know what to do in life, I'm poor as shit, the only subject I enjoy(bio) will most likely lead me to a job that pays utter shit, I don't even know if I like being at the college I'm at, I'm 18 fucking years old and never even had a girlfriend, I go to a school with only 28% female enrollment so that'll never fucking happen, the only friends I've even made in college are the people that live in my hall and I don't even know if you could call them friends since I never do anything with them. I'm just a constant financial drain on my parents who have other kids to deal with at home and are taking on a huge burdon by sending me to college, and now I'm not even pursuing a lucrative career. I just want someone to hug me and love me and tell me everything will be alright. Fuck.

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hey - trouble is with being young is that you have to make some of the most important decisions of your life with no experience or perspective. I get how tough it is.  Everything will be alright, its tough I understand that but you have your whole life ahead of you and can literally do anything that you want to if you work hard. Are there any groups at college you could try to meet more people?