Dont I deserve any friends

Before beginning my story I would like to thank the person who told me abt this website

I am 21 year old guy from India. I was a very good student in college. I was a topper and got a gold medal for this. I also have a good job. But one thing i dont have is good friends. Since the starting of college I have been used by many ppl for their benifit. I was innocent and didnt knew anything what politics is. Bcoz of this I became a victim of those who used to bulldoze me. I never had true frnds my entire life. Frnds that would listen to me. Frnds that would give me priority. The ppl around me dont even care if I exists or not. I had a gang of few good frnds. But now they dont have time for me. I m not in their list. Strange thing is I now go for movies alone. I hangout alone. I have tried a lot to b good with ppl around me and make frnds of them. But they dont care. Sometimes I even hate myself of being so weak and not been able to defend myself from those bastards for hurting me. I just want a frnd who would listen to me. To whom i can trust and be happy with

User Comments

These people don't sound like they are worth your time, it can lower your self esteem. Never let anyone treat you badly, you are worth more than that.