I feel like im going crazy.

Like it's just me against the world. 

I know that's not true, I have my family but sometimes its not enough. 

I feel like I'm drowning. I have type one diabetes which is hard, but add in multiple sclerosis and it's just a party. 

I've finally got a job, just a bit before thanksgiving last year. 

I work with kids and it's amazing, I've always been good with them but it's only a part time job and I come home so tired. 

That's all I do, work, play video games, sleep, read. I'm only 22, I feel like I should be doing more, that I should be further ahead in life than I am. 

I've come to terms that I'm 22 and live with my parents, that's easy. I'm comparing myself to the so people I used to know, who have actual lives. 

I'm trying to keep my head above the water but I just feel like I keep sinking. I was fine for a few months, or at least I thought I was. My therapist even said I was doing better. 

I don't really think any of what I've said makes sense, just the ramblings of a broken mind. 

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Anon-1

Hey - to me you sound like you are doing well and should be proud of the job you have. I always try to focus on the good steps I have taken, not dwell on what I think I should have done or shouuld be doing - it can drag you down.  Not sure if this will help but I hope so. You are doing good and should focus on that and recovering - when you've done that you can come up with a plan to move out. Take one step at a time and don't be too hard on yourself :)