What Did You Do?

I HATE YOUUUUU!!!! You are a pompous, self-loathing sonofabitch!!!! You have had to make all of us feel small and inferior to blow yourself up. And the worst part is you don't even know it. You are so tucking oblivious to your effect on others, because you just keep dipping into y oh he work so that you don't have to deal with your intimacy issues. By the way, y o u HAVE NO INTIMACY WITH ANYONE!!! Least of all, your wife, my mother. But don't let that stop y o u in your quest for a lengthy marriage. YOU ARE HORRIBLE. TRULY HORRIBLE, AND THE WORST PART IS we're too guilty to call you on it. You have this way of making us feel pity for you. I do think you want our pity and yet you elicit it anyway. I HATE YOUUUUUUUUUU!!!! YOU SUCK!!! I can't even tell my therapist the worst stuff about your because I'm afraid she won't hear me out and instead try to guide me to something positive and constructive. I DONT WANT TO!!!! I want to get this out of me, this disgust at you and your levers at me a s a child. I want to get this out of me, this awkward worry about you leering at me even now. I want to get this out of me because it's destroying me and I never asked for you to be in my life. You just force your way into everything with everyone. DONT YOU????!!!!!! You are a miserable force trying to make your will be known, forcing y o yourself on everyone. Oh, I get it now. Yes, exactly, that is what you do - force yourself on others. No matter what they think, or if they even want you around. They didn't, huh? Your sisters? They didn't want you around. You were probably annoying to them. And that's the pattern you live out now, just annoying. Annoying is all. Wow. I think I had a realization. This was cathartic. Thank you for listening.

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