I'm so awkward.

Why do I have to be so awkward? I dont know why its even so hard to type my words out. I cant even do that without feeling like a waste of space.

My brain decides to send me to these dark places and isolate myself but then all I want is affection and love. Someone to be with who loves me. My brain just tells me Im not worth it and to hide. Sometimes I wish I was dead but in the way that I had just never existed. I'm too far in now to do anything about it but I'd just like to reboot and start again.

I just fuck everything up that I try so I don't try anymore.

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