I am a parasite to this world...

I am 20. Don't have a job and didn't ever had a girlfriend. I don't get on with parents well and my sister, I feel like an alien in this family. I also have social anxiety. I don't have any real skill for anything and no talent. I trained karate for 10 years no results, am I that idiotic? :( I am physically unattractive and have bad genes that are not worth passing on to the next generation. And I ask myself is it all worth it living if you are like a parasite that can't contribute to the world in any way and doesn't know anything to do.

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Hello, this makes me sad because I understand how you feel. Its almost like how I used to feel at times. Are you seeing someone for your social anxiety? If that was addressed would it help you find a job and spend more time socialising?