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1 Active Quest (Anxiety/Mania)

I need to do something right now and I can't.   I applied to McDonald's and am in the process of being hired, however they can only fill out the forms on Wednesday. I stayed up until ...


There's a hole in my heart

Nobody believes me. Everyone I even get the courage to tell tells me I'm wrong and I should just do one thing or another. But I can't anymore, I can't keep sharing it with people. It hu...


PTSD light at the end of every tunnel

PTSD Light at the end of every tunnel. You might just need to crawl through the dark to get there.   Eight years ago I was recovering from an assault and suffering from Chronic PTSD and had been medically discharged from the police. I met I young lady who came across as caring and we started seeing each other. It wasn't long and she had moved in with me and then she suggested that when...


I want to be a father

But I have never had sex and I fear I have spent too much of my life masturbating and I feel like this will never happen, I also fear my sperm count will be low from taking drugs and previously smoking cigarrettes (I quit about a year ago)...


Hurting badly from an ex

I used to date this guy who I fell in love with hard for a good year or so. I've never loved anyone the way I loved him. He was very special to me. At a point I think he got sick of me for some reason and ended up leaving me. Months passed and we started hooking up again and he would tell me shit like he would date me again someday and that he misses me. One weekend at a music festival we wer...


I feel like I can't turn it on again.

I have been in a preety deep sprial, and I feel like i'm coming back to the surface. However a larger part of me is wondering if I can turn my personality back on again. The skill to defelct with a joke is pretty easy for me, and has given the impression of a happy guy. Which part of me has even fallen for. At this point in life the feeling of that being "me" is part of why I haven't been able to really get my feet back under me, and out living in the world again. A series of adobmial surgeries seem to pop up on my timeline than other life events. Good job, house, wife, ect..... Currently my job is on the stepping stone to something better, but that stone has now lasted well over a year. If this horse pays off, then asap i'm gonna have yet another hernia operation done. Its ...


Everything in my life is going wrong

I had the most amazing boyfriend. He was depressed and I managed to help him through a really rough time for him. Then I got depressed and at my lowest moment he leaves. He says that i'm too dependant on him because he was the only thing I had to look forward to and my that depression was not helping him. I know people have to be selfish in relationships sometimes and leave if they aren'...


I feel kinda broken

I'm not sure who will read this, if anyone. But I've been told this helps, and I've never been one to turn down help. So here I am. For the past couple of years I've felt broken. ...


Growing up is so insane

My life is so full of unsureness sometimes. I'm bored all the time, but I really really want to NOT be! I'm trapped at home until I turn eighteen. Thank god my birthday's in May. I have...


Just overwhelmed

The pace and nonstop nature of life is wearing me down....


I'm a star in a galaxy of its own

A person next to me on the subway nudging my arm while she read is the most human contact I have had this week. I am thin and shy which makes it impossible to find a girl. I miss my emotionally abusive ex more with every passing day. I just wish I had enough courage to speak to a stranger, maybe then I'd be able to have a friend....


I mistakenly let myself be vulnerable.

I don't know much about relationships despite being in my mid-20s and I just got out of my second one.  I had thought everything was going well, there were only a few disagreements but we managed to talk it over and settle things between us.  When I was suddenly dumped out of the blue, it took me a while to get over it, but I found myself in a good place.  My eating habits...


Fuck me

For the past year I've been dealing with anxiety and depression, and it doesn't seem to get any better. I think about death and suicide everyday, because I can't take it anymore.  It's not like my life is bad or anything, my brain is just fucked up. I go to therapy and take pills, and they help but not enough. I hate this, I wish I was dead.    ...


I messed up. I started smoking weed because of peer pressure and it really made me paranoid to the point where I went to see a psychiatrist because I thought something was really wrong with me because of how I was thinking/feeling. I am 21 years old and I have been 100% okay my entire life, no history of mental illness or panic attacks or whatever. BUT, when I was smoking weed I felt really anxio...