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Am i Mentally Unstable?

Hello, I wanna ask that am i really mentally unstable?I feel like i am alone, and i cry alotttttttt over a little things.My mood changes very rapidly that i pushed all the people away from me, but Som...


Til meth do us part.

I am meth. I will take away everything you hate at first. I will numb all the pain and emptiness you feel inside. As soon as you’re content with that, I will start taking away everything, If you...


How do I break the cycle?

I'd like to think of myself as an intellectual. I know I'm smart, or at least relatively so, when regarded along with the people around me. So I am very much aware of what is happenning: The small things bother me, and the more I analyze them the more daunting they become. After a while they're not so small anymore, at least in my mind. And then I am aware of how it must appear from...


Tug and pull of life

Why is it I'm so afraid of losing my job but I absolutely hate it here? I feel so overwhelmed with life but I feel so guilty for being well off. I try so hard to be the best friend I can be but I'm still ignored by the two only friends I have. All I want is to stand in the sunshine but I instead choose to sit in the rain.  I take so much pride in never going out and having any f...


Photography

Its one of the few things that has helped to remove the bad feelings. Concentrating on photography takes everything and leaves no time on to worry of think about other things. Creating the pictures needs you to review what's happened and change things to get just the image you want. Suppose it's a bit like life, but on this occasion everything is under my control. ...


Death Sounds Better Than Being Alive

I've heard suicide as being described as a "Perminent solution to a temporyry problem." Normally, i'd agree. But not in my case. In my case life is a problem. Waking up in the morning never wanting to get out of bed is a problem. Never feeling motivated to do anything is a problem. Not being able to relate to my friends and family is a problem. Not being able to express myself without being met by violent hatred is a problem. My fucked up brain fantisizing about world-domination and genocide is a problem. Living in constant fear of what tomorrow will bring is a problem. Being a part of this fucked up planet is a problem. Existence is a problem. Death can aliviate all of those woes, at least for me. And that's fine by me. Existance sucks. Tbh it would be much better if we all...


Depression is my prison

Everyday is the same. Wake up, eat once and spend the rest of the day watching TV and surfing reddit on my phone. I don't have anyone to hang out or talk to. I miss having sex, it's been years since I've had it. I'm overweight. For years I've known the steps that I need to take to become a better person but, I don't take them. I know I need therapy but, I don't g...


1 Active Quest (Anxiety/Mania)

I need to do something right now and I can't.   I applied to McDonald's and am in the process of being hired, however they can only fill out the forms on Wednesday. I stayed up until ...


There's a hole in my heart

Nobody believes me. Everyone I even get the courage to tell tells me I'm wrong and I should just do one thing or another. But I can't anymore, I can't keep sharing it with people. It hu...


PTSD light at the end of every tunnel

PTSD Light at the end of every tunnel. You might just need to crawl through the dark to get there.   Eight years ago I was recovering from an assault and suffering from Chronic PTSD and had been medically discharged from the police. I met I young lady who came across as caring and we started seeing each other. It wasn't long and she had moved in with me and then she suggested that when...


I want to be a father

But I have never had sex and I fear I have spent too much of my life masturbating and I feel like this will never happen, I also fear my sperm count will be low from taking drugs and previously smoking cigarrettes (I quit about a year ago)...


Hurting badly from an ex

I used to date this guy who I fell in love with hard for a good year or so. I've never loved anyone the way I loved him. He was very special to me. At a point I think he got sick of me for some reason and ended up leaving me. Months passed and we started hooking up again and he would tell me shit like he would date me again someday and that he misses me. One weekend at a music festival we wer...


I feel like I can't turn it on again.

I have been in a preety deep sprial, and I feel like i'm coming back to the surface. However a larger part of me is wondering if I can turn my personality back on again. The skill to defelct with a joke is pretty easy for me, and has given the impression of a happy guy. Which part of me has even fallen for. At this point in life the feeling of that being "me" is part of why I haven't bee...


Everything in my life is going wrong

I had the most amazing boyfriend. He was depressed and I managed to help him through a really rough time for him. Then I got depressed and at my lowest moment he leaves. He says that i'm too dependant on him because he was the only thing I had to look forward to and my that depression was not helping him. I know people have to be selfish in relationships sometimes and leave if they aren'...