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PTSD light at the end of every tunnel

PTSD Light at the end of every tunnel. You might just need to crawl through the dark to get there.   Eight years ago I was recovering from an assault and suffering from Chronic PTSD and had bee...


I want to be a father

But I have never had sex and I fear I have spent too much of my life masturbating and I feel like this will never happen, I also fear my sperm count will be low from taking drugs and previously smokin...


Hurting badly from an ex

I used to date this guy who I fell in love with hard for a good year or so. I've never loved anyone the way I loved him. He was very special to me. At a point I think he got sick of me for some reason and ended up leaving me. Months passed and we started hooking up again and he would tell me shit like he would date me again someday and that he misses me. One weekend at a music festival we wer...


I feel like I can't turn it on again.

I have been in a preety deep sprial, and I feel like i'm coming back to the surface. However a larger part of me is wondering if I can turn my personality back on again. The skill to defelct with a joke is pretty easy for me, and has given the impression of a happy guy. Which part of me has even fallen for. At this point in life the feeling of that being "me" is part of why I haven't bee...


Everything in my life is going wrong

I had the most amazing boyfriend. He was depressed and I managed to help him through a really rough time for him. Then I got depressed and at my lowest moment he leaves. He says that i'm too dependant on him because he was the only thing I had to look forward to and my that depression was not helping him. I know people have to be selfish in relationships sometimes and leave if they aren'...


I feel kinda broken

I'm not sure who will read this, if anyone. But I've been told this helps, and I've never been one to turn down help. So here I am. For the past couple of years I've felt broken. Not in the "Aaaargh I've broken my arm" sense (though I did have a damn good go at it biking in the alps). More of a incompleteness, like an 100 piece puzzle with 20 pieces missing. Most of me is here, but not all, and sometimes it feels like those 20 pieces are the most important. I'm sitting at my desk, in my chair, typing on my keyboard. Isn't technology wonderful. Well, some of the time. I'm not sure where I'm going with this, hiding my emotions by masking them with admittedly mediocre metaphors. I haven't seen my parents in a while, around 6 months, but I gu...


Growing up is so insane

My life is so full of unsureness sometimes. I'm bored all the time, but I really really want to NOT be! I'm trapped at home until I turn eighteen. Thank god my birthday's in May. I have an eating disorder and it's pretty much as awful as it sounds. I eat like a pig and then I puke everything up because for whatever reason in hell I'm obsessed with being thin. Which would s...


Just overwhelmed

The pace and nonstop nature of life is wearing me down....


I'm a star in a galaxy of its own

A person next to me on the subway nudging my arm while she read is the most human contact I have had this week. I am thin and shy which makes it impossible to find a girl. I miss my emotionally abusiv...


I mistakenly let myself be vulnerable.

I don't know much about relationships despite being in my mid-20s and I just got out of my second one.  I had thought everything was going well, there were only a few disagreements but we managed to talk it over and settle things between us.  When I was suddenly dumped out of the blue, it took me a while to get over it, but I found myself in a good place.  My eating habits...


Fuck me

For the past year I've been dealing with anxiety and depression, and it doesn't seem to get any better. I think about death and suicide everyday, because I can't take it anymore.  It's not like my life is bad or anything, my brain is just fucked up. I go to therapy and take pills, and they help but not enough. I hate this, I wish I was dead.    ...


I messed up. I started smoking weed because of peer pressure and it really made me paranoid to the point where I went to see a psychiatrist because I thought something was really wrong with me because of how I was thinking/feeling. I am 21 years old and I have been 100% okay my entire life, no history of mental illness or panic attacks or whatever. BUT, when I was smoking weed I felt really anxio...


My life has been terrible for years

Choosing where to start here is difficult. I've always been socially anxious. I suffer from Psoriatic Arthritis and Spondylosis and it has been out of control for two years. My pain is severe and I just abuse my painkillers, I'm completely dependant on them.      Three years ago, to this day actually, my dad died of COPD. I spent a horrendous 48 hours at his side as I w...


Fearing death for no reason and it hurts

Recently my mind has been hell for me. I don't know what's the problem but my thoughts have been extremely negative lately. This has happened before but back then my life was a mess so the horrible thoughts weren't really out of place. But now, I don't know what triggered these thoughts but all I know is that I want them to go away. I hate this. I keep thinking about death...