I messed up and I'm terrifiedSo this past week, I fucked up and I have no idea what to do. I'm currently in uni and sharing a house with a female friend of mine. We got talking one night about life, things were pretty chill...
Work dilemmaI'm so lost I need help. Im currently the sole software developer in a really small company. The company is in my home town and easy to get to. Yesterday I received a job offer from a company run...
Scared of Death.I'm obsessed with thoughts of dying. I can't get them out of my head. I'm not suicidal or anything dont get me wrong but I spend most of my spare time thinking about losing those close to me or those around me. I cannot get it out of my mind, the fear of this shadow of death is looming over me constantly. I know this isn't right and often think that other people dont h...
Just want to dieI've lost the will to live. My anxiety and depression is crippling me to the point where I can't keep a job. I have a boyfriend. He's a great guy, supportive and would do anything for me. I treat him awfully at times. Push him away when he's trying to help. I've even cheated on him. He doesn't know this. I beat myself up about it constantly. I want to tell him and apo...
Dumped.I'm 17 years old and in high school. My gf has just decided to dump me via text – nice huh. Im stunned and don't know what to do. Before you start going on about first love and being young – it isn't like that, she is amazing. I've fucked it up and can't get her to respond to me. How can I get her back? How can I make her change her mind? I'm lost and the...
Touch down on a pencil.I'm krazy. I like it. I hate it. That's what it feels like. Always hopefull yet full of discontent. Those are Rush lyrics, but honestly music and movies well just art in general are keeping me alive. I have friends that like me, I have friends that hate me. I have thoughts that like me, and thoughts that hate me. I love the world, but I hate it. I hate what it has become, I love it that it is here, but I hate that no one can hear. I'm a shitty poet who knows it. I can fart in the wind. That has no meaning, or does it. It doesn't but it makes you think what the fuck is wrong with this guy and that's all I want is for people to-actually fuck people-think for themselves and question what they are reading and life. I'm krazy so don't listen. ...
Why is it so painful?I really love science and am very passionate about it. I have no clue what to do or how to approach a girl that I think is attractive. I'm the smartest of the family and I have a cousin that is very good looking and can pretty much get any girl's number. It's funny because when I go out with him (to the movies) I end up finding someone who I think is attractive. He does the usual "g...
In love with a girl, makes me feel badI don't know why, but being in love with this girl makes me jealous, and sometimes downright rude. She says she likes me back, but for some reason I get jealous when she does stuff without me, I ...
"I need help" No you don't...My boyfriend thinks the "solution" to my depression is to move out of (my college town) and move in with him... He says "You're not depressed, when you're with me", probably because you don&...
One Girl . No friends. DestroyedHi All , SO someone told me to try this , so here I am , trying to make myself feel good . In love with a girl . She said she loves me back . But she is committed . She says she wont leave her boyfriend unless he does so . I love her more than I have ever loved anyone . But because of her , I lost all my friends .They dont talk to me and probably hate me . I have done so much...
What do I fear the most?What do I fear the most? Not being able to achieve the goals I have set out for myself in my mind. I have the usual fears people have, can't stand spiders but the one fear I keep going back to is not achieving everything I want to. Life is a finite thing, we all know that and I often feel that I am running out of time to do the things I want to. I don't know what prevents me, other than fear. I think I can make it through but I will have to be stronger than I am currently. Take risks and work for it. I know I can do it which makes it all the more ridiculous. I could list other fears here but then that would be a depressing thing to read so I'll leave it at that! Thanks for reading! ...
Same shit every dayI'm not even sure that I am depressed. I haven't been to a doctor or anything. Done a couple of tests online and have all the symptoms. I'm just so sick of life. I have felt like this for months now. Repeating the same boring shit every day – go to school, come home, play computer games and repeat over and over again. I do ok at school but my grades are slipping. I can't ...
In love with a married man.I'm in a bit of an awkward situation. I have feelings for a work colleague of mine, serious feelings. Pretty sure I'm in love with him. I wouldn't normally post on the internet about my fucking love life but I don't know where else to turn for advice. I'm 25 years old, live on my own and have a good job. This job is quite intense and stressful but can be rewarding...
I just dont know what to doSo my girlfriend of one year broke up with me about a month ago. I loved her. I still love her. I miss all the things she used to do, but now she likes another guy. When I look back it seemed so obvious she didnt want to be with me. She was so happy around her friends, her club, and that fucking guy. Around me she acted like a stone, just no emotions. I miss her. I want to kiss her again. O...